Sanity? With TWO boys? Yea, Right!: Having a hard time

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Having a hard time

I am so sad today. Just sad. No real reason, just sad.
I am sad that some people just don't get it. I know I shouldn't expect them to - who would? But I wish they did.
I am sad that another weekend is here and I cannot even get excited about a date or a dinner.
I am sad that certain people have completely let me down with their lack of support.
I am sad that my husband was in the middle of a freaking sandstorm today and he felt miserable.
I am sad that I go back to work on Monday and life is going to change all over again - this time getting even more hectic and crazy.
I am sad because I feel so completely alone.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...: I am sad that you feel alone too. I wish there was something I could do to cure your lonely feelings. I'm really sorry to hear that Eric is having a rough time. I know going back to work is the LAST place you'd like to be (and I don't blame you) but it may be just the distraction from everything that you need...if only for a couple hours out of the day.; June 6, 2008 at 8:55 AM
Gina said...: Aww-I am so sorry that you are sad too. I, for one, totally understand your feelings. Just yesterday I spoke with David and he asked if certain people had called-and they haven't, not once since he left last Sept. He commented.."guess you find out who you real friends are,huh?"
I totally get the hating to go back to work thing, but it will keep you busy and it does seem to make time go faster. The hardest part of returning is all the questions your co-workers ask that are...well-just plain stupid. Especially the ones that start out with "I was watching the news this morning and heard..(blah, blah, blah) have you heard from your husband?"
Hang in there. I know it's tough!; June 6, 2008 at 10:32 AM

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THINGS I HATE:
rudeness, being late, arrogance, abortion, frigid temperatures, Winter 2008, goat cheese, a dirty house, not fitting into my clothes, friends who are self-centered, a slow metabolism, men who have "girly" cell phone rings, rude cashiers, good-byes, people who drive slow in the fast lane, know-it-alls, time changes and, oh yea, did I mention Winter 2008?

THINGS I LOVE: my sons- Joshua and Joseph, my husband- Eric, my parents and sisters, sunny days, my skinny pants, shopping when I have money to spend, saving gift cards until I REALLY need to go shopping, blasting my car stereo with good old rock and roll, when a new magazine makes it into the mailbox, vacation, a phone call or letter from a friend just to check in, Mass, the beach, a good martini, reading a book I cannot put down, fireworks, a clean home, nachos, a good scary movie, the smell of cut grass and of burning leaves, and a great evening with friends and sitting outside on a warm summer night (with a glass or two of wine, of course).
I love to watch reruns on TV, I am a HUGE sports nut (GO KNIGHTS! Chicago Cubbies, Chicago Bulls, Chicago Bears, and to my husband’s dismay, I still root for the good ol’ Tampa Bay Bucs) and I am the world’s biggest fan of my family.

THINGS I WISH WOULD MAKE A COME BACK:
GOOD rock and roll, kids riding their bikes till their house lights came on, MTV with videos, the value of having a TRUE friend, MC Hammer pants, slumber parties, the thrill of an ice cream cone on a warm summer night, being a teenager with NO responsibilities, mall bangs.